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Blog Entry 220 of 229 Bad Mom
I call myself Bad Mom because at the time I came up with it, I was learning about the assumptions we put behind our words. I was following the pattern of not believing that my kids are okay, and speaking to them from that basis. I changed that, and it made a big difference. I am from Utah and my people are still living there. My husband was in the Air Force and we rattled around until we saw Colorado, and we stuck.

Thoughts. From my head. To my Brain.


Oh, man. I've felt so lazy lately. Like I wanted to curl up like a roly poly and sleep under a rotten log where it would be warm and safe. Or, like, I wished I could have my mommy back. Only she'd be fifteen feet tall, weigh like 800 pounds, and she'd pick me up and put me on her lap and in her giant voice say, "It's okay, it's all right." And then she'd make me a grilled cheese sandwich and make me take a nap. I could go back to the days before kindergarten, when a new pair of red keds was the greatest.

Did you ever think about the space between the planets? I saw this movie once where they said the space between the planets, the solar systems and what-all, is proportionally the same as the space between the protons and things that rotate around an atom? And I thought, wooooow.

But, so, like, I thought of that space between those solid things t'hat rotate, as emptiness but...what if that's not absence, what if it's presence?

Because isn't there a gap between the nerve impulse releasers and receptors?

Gaps are good. Gaps are like, where the water is when you have a glass of water.

And so it all adds up. There's reasons for everything, if you could just...and what I wanted to say is... uh

It's nice weather in Colorado right now. Yeah like that.

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